A Colored Girl's opinions

Goodbye Goodbye world it was nice knowing you though you caused me sadness and worry I need to say bye To what I thought was forever  To friends who whispered behind my back To my family who knew I was burden To my teachers who had no hope To my neighbours who thought I was weird To the school that's a safe place But makes you insecure about everything To this world I called home To this shit I call a poem Bye see you in a better life Goodbye life and people

I saw the movie ok.I didn't read the book.Pls Don't Kill me In the movie Bianca says "We all are some one's duff" I like the message behind the movie but what gets me about all these teen movie about the "nerds" , "duffs" and "non popular" is it all ends up with them getting the girl or boy.But irl it doesn't happen we all know that.I know they want to give us hope and make us believe that the hot guy/girl will fall for us.In some movies the nerd falls in love with a another nerd but doesn't happen either. But as teenagers we all grow up with the notion that the ultimate thing in out life is falling in love and most of the time we make out to be our life goal. But is love our main goal. Are we sent to Earth to fall in love ? Or make a name for ourselves ? Many of us think High school is the worst part of our lives but I dont agree.The outsode world is 10 times worse.Sure people can't harm you physically

Money to buy Youtuber Merch Money for Oscars hotel preorder Some body to be like Mitchell Jope and sing Did I mention for me :( A tumblr like room Pinterest desserts 100 twitter followers Comment down below your'e list of things you probably you won't get :D ANNE/Andrea Out  :O

Future It seems bleak It seems scary But they act like it not's different It's part of life they say I want to be a YouTuber I say They laugh I want to be in showbiz I say They laugh I want to write shows I say And they laugh I want to do what I love in the future They Laugh I want to be me in the future They laugh  I want to love the future I laugh

Old Friend I see you everyday As you pass by But I have tried to walk up To you in hopes of In hopes of A renewed friendship But I don't And neither do you You don't smile at me Any more Tell people you're side of the story Because people like you They don't notice me But only you You were the love of my life But know now I'm a dried leaf on the ground

Demi Lovato is an inspiration A queen,an artist but mostly importantly an idol she deserves  all the praise and love in the world Happy 23rd birthday queen <3 And a big shout out to ppl who +1 all my posts it's so sweet that you like y bad grammered rants :D <3 <3 #teaminternet

I tried poetry for class and was pretty pleased with it Hope you like it x Ps forgive it's not up to the mark :)                                  Lover's Dream I dreamt I saw him again It was all so vivid yet vague I got lost in his eyes again The world stopped as we kissed But my eyes opened And there I lay in cold sweat I heard trees sway to the beat the beat I danced to with him It happens every night Every time there's no more light I wish it stopped yet I wish it doesn't It's the only way I see him I miss his smile The way he lit my world The way he held my hand The way we kissed The songs he sang The way we moved He was mine I was his And he my ever lasting Bliss I want him I need him But now all I can see of him  Is in my lover's dream Anne/Andrea out using my poem or posting my poem without permission is plagiarism 

Connor here's a fan letter to you I love you.Your'e the best. I'm so proud of you.You are literally one of my inspirations.I remember till now you were the first male Youtuber I ever watched. The fact youre so much happier now makes me grin from ear to ear.And in your'e new video the way you shouted i like boys with a smile made my heart melt. And You handle everything with such grace like the e!online comment to Grace ( which I will rant about later :D) And now I feel like your'e dating Troye but you are keepin it private but All of us know Connie. Love you.Thanks for being a inspiration Andrea/Anne <3 <3 Ps ignore all my spelling mistakes and grammar mistakes in my blogs I'll edit from now on <3 XOXOX

I have a lot to say about this topic but don't want drama. Here are the books I have Girl Online~ Zoe Sugg What I want  Binge~Tyler Oakley The Amazing Book is not on fire ~ Dan and Phil A work in Progress~ Connor Franta Girl online on tour~ Zoe Sugg Username Evie~ Joe Sugg I hate myselfie ~ Shane Dawson ( this is on I want os badly I hope he makes more short films based on the book <3) Self Help` Miranda  Joey Graceffa's book Other Merch   Wild Album Caspar Lee's limited edition clothes <3 Anything from the Dan and Phil Shop Smosh merch :) Superwoman Merch Jamesandfriends JoeandCapsarhittheroad Yeah I think that's all. Leave a commment down below what merch you like  Just watched Gabby';s new video honesty <3 Ok Bye  Peace Out Up next rant about tcas :D

This an article really close to my heart I wrote in the summer of  June-July.And no one should deserve to be treated like this.no one.And im not telling you a sob story but giving my opinion to the world on the subject.Names have been changed.I really hopes this esends a message My cousins are over and they have come all the way from England.Yay I am going to go with them to Mr and Mrs Black 's house.How fun :D It was not fun.I was treated like shit Lila Black (the daughter) treated me like scum cause I'm brown Didn't introduce me to her other friends but introduced my cousins Didn't offer me food Told my cousins they look nice and whispered jokes about me because I am fat that I look liked a walking talking version of a blue whale Gave me poor dares to look bad in front of  her family thanked everyone for coming to the party but not me Offered people cake acted like she was giving me some and walked off when I was talking causing me to hit her dad

After a serious post you make a fun one :D Joe is Chandler with his funny jokes and doesn't like to face his emotions Loves their roomates deep inside thought they don't show it much Always makes fun of  their stupidly cute roomate Caspar and Joey loves emotions and pizza. Appear to be fun and quite stupid but thats for our entertainment Laadies Man They have a foosball table Oli is there Ross literally Oli and Joe get along quite well and he would allow him to date Zoe but not Caspar.Ross allowed Monica to date Chandler (not really) but not Joey They are roomate goals Jaspar have emma lee Joandler have duck and chick <3 <3 And they are freaking friendship goals

"The future is bleak for most of us that still believe in fairy-tales,happy ever after and existence of fair justice" The world is a stage and you can achieve whatever you set your'e mind to will work out is what I've been hearing my whole life and now that I'm a senior it scares the shit out of me.With looming questions over my head like "What do you want in life" or "Is this subject really what I like" it starting to stress me out and I have a lot of moments where the stress overtakes me and i feel like as if the whole world just blacks out for a second.The twist in the tale I know what I want to do but I know  there is a 25 % my parents might be supportive of me and it's not a sure job and I can't do that. I want to be a YouTuber so badly not for the fame just for the heck of it.The whole night I get so any video ideas and i write it all down and I want to do it but then I think of all the negative parts of it - the hate,the la