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Fake Friends

We all have one friend in our lives who are fake and yet we keep trying to convince ourselves that's its true friendship or is that only me? One of my fake friends or my only one has recently started a blog and you don't know how much it pains me that I cant scream from the top of my lungs that I have a blog that has 1500 views and 70 articles and I have had it for the past 2 years.  But recently one of my friends told me that me and a person I once thought was my best friends have a toxic relationship. And its true. And so to the reader here are signs you have a fake friend  They don't know basic things about you like your birthday, colour etc They never want to meet you or just hang out Every secret you have ever told them has "mysteriously" been spread They only hang out with you out of necessity They hit on your crushes They don't go out of their way to help you They never listen to you.. It's always about them They have dated...

Happy Birthday to me!

It's my birthday today WOOHOO!! I'm so happy lol I am turning 17 or rather I am now 17!! So basically my friends planned a surprise party which was cancelled at the end and it was the thought that counts sbut I still feel so bad about everything. I feel so incomplete so I donated to charity and my family bought me an elephant and rhino and I will donating towards their health I feel so great and no this is not an ad lol but I think you should check out the site and do somehting good for the world http://www.sheldrickwildlifetrust.org/asp/fostering.asp?gclid=CKKNn7WujssCFRCRaQodqkYGjQ Pls help them <3

1000 Views/ Betrayal

Thank you! Thank you! :D for 1000 views Betrayal The bitterness fills the air How could you? As I look at the face that once symbolised happiness Now shows me the mistakes I made The betrayal screams in the room But the silence linger between us The anger trying to be conveyed But all that gets through is sadness As I turn to walk away A small irrational part of me Wants you to call me back Say it was someone kind of sick joke But as I walk away All that echoes in the  room Is the betrayal

NO MEANS FREAKING NO

I'M  DOWN WITH PEOPLE NOT GETTING THE MEANING OF NO. NO MEANS NO. NO DOESN'T MEAN CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE NO MEANS NO NO DOESN'T MEAN I AM PLAYING GAMES NO MEANS NO GET THAT THROUGH YOUR BIG FAT HEAD

Jaspar moving out theories !!

Happy Easter :D. OR Belated happy Easter I have some Jaspar moving theories and here they are Jaspar theory #1 Joe Sugg is moving in with his girlfriend Jaspar theory #2 They had a falling out Jaspar theory #3 They have hidden feelings and don't want to face the reality so they run away. Jaspar theory #4 Caspar had enough of pranks :P Jaspar Theory #5 Caspar and Joe don't get along no more. This is a very random posts. These theories are just fun and in no way are true and Im not trying to imply that Jaspar are a couple.This post is supposed to be fun and thats it

Self Hate

My Father died when I was very young. And my whole life I have not known how it is to have a father and it hurts me.No, I don't want sympathy I merely want to dedicate this passage to my father on his death anniversary. I was quite young when it happened so I have no memory of him.He died because of a drunk driver.It was all very sudden.My mom brought me up and never gave me a reason to complain or denied me of anything I wanted.But at a small age I realised we live in a dark world.Many men woud intimidate my mother cause she was all alone and my whole life I remember praying that she would come home safely.And sometimes when we walked and the men who would  cat call  and ask me where my dad is. To a 3 year old girl who was bullied for not having a father,the world seemed like a horrid place.I realised at a tender age the world was a cruel place I think I wanted a perfect Dad because i thought it would solve all my problems.But to a 3 year old who her family wanted to ...

Blog Responsibly

Someone very close to me was hurt by a blog someone had written about them.Both parties were hurt by the words exchanged between them.I for one,want to say this is why my blog is anonymous will never hurt anyone because no one knows who I am. Because when most people are angry, they tend to write the worst things about things or people they are angry with.We often see the most awful parts of people when they are angry but even if you do write about them.You do have freedom of speech,but sometimes for the sake of peoples happiness you should refrain from typing their name and tag them and share it on your facebook.That's pushing it a bit far don't you think? Also what I want to put out there is that I am no superior being and in no way have my life under control but the only things of advice I offer is.These are my simple mantras I try to live my life by are Be nice to people Try to make yourself happy Blog Responsibly Okay I'll shut up now. Bye have a great d...