This is a shout out to my ex-crush

I saw you the other day

With your goofy smile and beautiful laugh

The way you still read my mind

Scares me

The way I forgive you so easily

Scares me

The way I act like a girl in love around you

Scares me

The way you call me fat and I dive into self hate 

Scares me

The way I doubt myself around you

Scares me

But what scares me the most is the fact that I'm still head over heals in love with you after the pain I have suffered.