Happy
I started this blog as a 12 year old with problems. At first I posted sad and brooding messages about life. As I grew up it just got worse. I just felt empty. I still do. But the difference is this time I'm trying to be happy. I turned 18 recently and for the first time in a long time I feel something close to happiness.
I feel at ease. I still doubt myself and I hate myself on most days. But I'm trying very hard to be happy. But I feel better sometimes and lighter. The weight on my back seems to get less everyday.It's not a major change. But it is helping.
I have let go of all the toxic people in my life.
I have let go of a lot of things that harm me
I am trying to loose weight
I am working on bettering myself
I am trying to be happy.
I really am
I feel at ease. I still doubt myself and I hate myself on most days. But I'm trying very hard to be happy. But I feel better sometimes and lighter. The weight on my back seems to get less everyday.It's not a major change. But it is helping.
I have let go of all the toxic people in my life.
I have let go of a lot of things that harm me
I am trying to loose weight
I am working on bettering myself
I am trying to be happy.
I really am
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