I'm an ordinary girl and I believe that we all have the right to a beautiful life. So this blog consists my rants about everything,youtubers, crushes, fandoms and more.
So come let's be friends and have fun,be bitchy,have some hot chocolate,write fanfiction and fangirl :D
THEM FEELS
Get link
Facebook
X
Pinterest
Email
Other Apps
ZALFIE VS JASPAR VS NARCUC VS JANYA VS PHAN VS TROYLER ( THOUGH I LIKE TRONNOR) :OVS KIANDREA Vs JCONNORICKIANAMEVOR
Shocker. I am having a crisis Back when I ended this blog I was very determined not to come back. And I kept my word for a whole year. But my situation has changed. I need this to be my outlet. I realized writing about my feelings did help me.It gave me perspective and the chance to say things I maybe shouldn't in person. I also made an Instagram to have political outlet. It's called @acoloregirlsramblings if you want to follow. You know the Judge from The Good Place saying the Earth is a mess y'all is the biggest understatement of the century. My country is a mess. Australia is burning and Indonesia is flooding. Let's not forget one of the most powerful countries would rather spend 2 trillion dollars to get military power rather than give Flint cleaner water, help the homeless or improve the fucking joke of a healthcare system. And to be honest my personal life is a mess too. Most Days I get up not ready for the world. I am tired and exhausted. I fight at h...
I have a pattern. Every time I am falling down a spiral, I write this stupid blog. It's like an addiction I can't remember a time when I didn't have this blog to rant through a shitty arrangement of words. I'm in that phase of my life where I have to take a major life decision. As a girl who is just starting out my adult life and has made 4 life changing decisions already. I want the world to have the courtesy to stop. And just freeze. Every where I go I have the words marriage, career, babies and future thrown at me. People in uni already know if they want to get married and have babies and have the job of their dreams and then there's me who celebrated making a meal that didn't come out of a box. I wanted to take a gap year but how dare I spend time on trying to figure myself out and trying to understand who I am as a person. But instead I forced on the rat race I call life where I'll have to work till I die. And the one day I will cease to exist ...
Thank you! Thank you! :D for 1000 views Betrayal The bitterness fills the air How could you? As I look at the face that once symbolised happiness Now shows me the mistakes I made The betrayal screams in the room But the silence linger between us The anger trying to be conveyed But all that gets through is sadness As I turn to walk away A small irrational part of me Wants you to call me back Say it was someone kind of sick joke But as I walk away All that echoes in the room Is the betrayal
Comments
Post a Comment