A Colored Girl's opinions

 I have spoken about this a lot. This topic has always made a little like the trolls I hate. But its not fair. And I say this as a fan not a struggling Youtuber. I have noticed a pattern  Person appears in video People likes said person Jokes he/she should start channel Person starts appearing more frequently Suddenly SURPRISE SURPRISE the person now has a channel And THE PERSON HAS 100K subs on the first day THE FIRST DAY THE FIRST DAY It just annoys me. That they get so many benefits. What I want to know is would people even subscribe to them if they didn't know them before hand. Their content can be good. But is it worth 100,00 subs in a day. Is it? It is annoying because most of the people just see it as fast money but not cause they really care. They are very few people I know who do. 

Have you ever had a friend that worries you? The kind that goes off the radar. Every 6 months they come back into your life and when you are used to them texting you everyday and then suddenly one fine day poof. I miss that person so much But I can't contact them because something happened and they shut me out. And it's not their fault. It's mine. I am so happy when they are happy I forget to remind myself. That they are not always Happy. Happiness is not an emotion but a lease with a short time period. I am a horrible friend. They need me and all I can do is sit and write a blog. But I dont know what to  do. I'm not a trained professional. Nor do they want to see a trained professional. I feel like they are always there for me.  But I don't how to help them.. Everything I say seems cheesy and non helpful I say " It's going to be okay" But in my head I sound like every tumblr post that mocks my friend's struggle. I feel useless