Perspective

I want perspective

I want to be able to look at this guy 

I want to be able to not be in love with him

From his perspective

I'm his chubby best friend

Friend actually

Not even best

I'm the person he goes to 

When he has no one else

When he's alone and needs to rant

I rant too

But My rants seem pointless

Seem unworthy

I make sure he feels better

He just makes me feel guilty for opening up
I love him
That's where the problem started
As usual your broken  hearted loser blog writer