A Colored Girl's opinions

This a letter i want to write to myself and i shall open it after 15-20 years.It's a English assignment so here we go Hey there Future self Does it get easier when you grow up ? Did the world around you accept you for who you are ? Did that boy i crushed on notice you ? I hope you have that beautiful smile on you're face when you read this because you know you're awesome. How is the fam and has you're like and dislikes change . Were the nights you still cried yourself to sleep ? Is the hunger game movie any good ? Did you got watch Paper towns ? Did you tell all your'e beautiful followers they are awesome? Life get's hard i know but i promise you there has to be sunshine after the rain. Study,Laugh,have a good time, be you're self and never change ever. Lot's of love  you're past self

A few days back when Robin Williams had died it hit me that i was not the only person in this world who was depressed there were others. All those years i had thought that famous people were the happiest people on earth but no. Are they just like us normal people ? Are they people like us ? Am i the only person whose depressed or are there are more like me ? Why do i have a privilege of being depressed ? I hate myself and that's the unfortunate truth. But recently i have accepted the fact that I'm fat and i like myself that way ! STAY STRONG YOU BEAUTIFUL People

  My crush told me that he would rather marry a sea horse than me ! So stay strong all you beautiful girls and boys who have crushes.